Miss You so much!

Salam

Now you know I love you….
Always have and always will…
But now these emotions need to be hidden..
And in time may once again be revealed..

You are never forgotten…
Forever in my thoughts…
A haunting melody in my dreams..
that reverberates deep down into my soul..
Not a single day goes by …
that I do not feel your loss….
This is what happens…
when you let your emotions rule you..

I miss our friendship…
Long nights on the phone…
Talking about everything..
and nothing all at the same time..

I miss being there for you …
so you didnt feel so alone..
Making you laugh ..
when you would rather cry..
Building you up…
when all you did was put yourself down..

My friendship never left…
I had to get control of my emotions…
I know you will not believe it..
so many times I have battled my emotions.
only to fail and get wrapped ..
back up in them..
Not realizing what I would loose…
when I allowed myself to be sucked back in

I want our friendship back…
however…
I fear that is all on you…
Not saying that one day…
when we have had a chance ..
to learn, live, and grow..
I will always be willing ..
to take another shot..
at the unmentionable with you..
For now…
I just miss…
and want to be friends with you..

No matter what we have been through..
Yes it has been one hell of a ride..
Ups and downs…
Highs and lows…
Tears and laughter…
If you would ever truly …
take a good look…
I have never left your side…
in time..
you will see that I never will..

We both need time..
to heal..
the damage we have done..
to ourselves and each other…
To take in hand…
our dreams..
goals..
and ambitions..
and turn them into our
life’s reality…

I have faith …
in you…
and in me….
I know we will succeed in every way..
Most importantly …
in a roundabout way…
what I am trying to say…
Is ….
I MISS YOU FRIEND…
You have always known..
what others could never …
possibly see..
and no matter what it may seem..
you have always brought out the best..
in me…
Maybe some day…
you will let me be that for you again..

R-E-M-E-M-B-E-R A-L-W-A-Y-S…

Just as much as I love you (which for our
sake I will do my best to hide)…
I will always be your friend…
and be there when you need me most..
and even when you dont..

I M-I-S-S Y-O-U !!!